SINGLE again....but HAPPY ^^

so skang nie aku single balik.....nk kate sedih ade la sket2...bnyk kenangan bersama si DIA x silap nk msk setahun kot...but nk buat mcm mane my xeddiox life must go on.....being single xde la rase sentiasa lonely je...but jd single bg aku la it FREEDOME!!!!!....bebas....suke hati aku nk buat ape....xde nk inform location aku dgn sape aku kluar..kul bape nk blek...klu blek jgn lupe call before tdo....huhuhu da mcm waktu keja plak...padahal br couple kot klu kawen xpe la itu mmg tanggungjawab....skang nie aku blom sedia nk mendirikan rumah tangga aku lg....walaupun member2 sekolah aku ade yg da kawen...da nk ade baby da...hahaha kadang dlm hati nie nk jg mendirikan umah tangga tp x mampu coz skang nie aku study lg...huhuhuhu....siap ade yg x sbar tggu kad jemputan aku...

so kpd yg single gurls or guys out there...xperlu la nk bersedih2....korang x keseorang ataupun kesunyian...we have our parents love n our nakama (friends) love....there all have u back even what matter the case are...they will always with u to the end....bg yg tgah hot bercinta jaga la hati org yg cinta tu baek2...jgn mengade2 nk ade scandal ke ape just stick to the one that u love...understand each other xde nk memanjang jeles...don't over protecting sgt...just be a simple n normal person...jgn nk megah2 sgt dgn cinta korang tu...orang laen bercinta jg tp xde la nk tunjuk2 kt orang laen....hahahaha that only my advice hehehe...to all that follow my blog thank....the life of xeddiox will continue another day and time...

enjoy the video THE EX -Billy Talent

 

Lyrics

Well, I looked at her face and then I knew she changed,
then my heart turned black and then the sky turned gray!
yeah my heart turned black then the sky turned gray!

So I sat in my room for 27 days,
No she never called, I had something to say!
No she never called, I had something to say!

Well I don't know much, I don't know how...

Why would she put me through such torture,
I would have given my life for her,
She was the one that knocked me over,
Now I'm alone sitting on the corner

Well, I heard she's great and her new boyfriend's lame,
She can go to hell I'll never be the same!
She can go to hell I'll never be the same!

And these open wounds will heal with time they say,
then my heart turned black and then the sky turned gray!
then my heart turned black and then the sky turned gray!

Well I don't know much, and I don't know how...

Why would she put me through such torture,
I would have given my life for her,
She was the one that knocked me over,
Now I'm alone sitting on the corner

Why would she put me through such torture,
I would have given my life for her,
She was the one that knocked me over,
Now I'm alone sitting on the corner

Well i dont know much, and i dont know how

Why would she put me through such torture,
I would have given my life for her,
She was the one that knocked me over,
Now I'm alone sitting on the corner

Why would she put me through such torture,
I would have given my life for her,
She was the one that knocked me over,
Now I'm alone sitting on the corner

New Friends & New Enemy......

Assalammualaikum.....
Some say make many friends and ditch or ignore your enemy...but to me who cares...if want to friend with me i'll be ur friendly friend that u never had...but i want me to be your enemy i says event the hero of the incredible HULK say "don't make me angry!!!...u don't like when i'm angry!!!''....i'll be ur worst nightmare.....u play with fire u get burn.....so if someone nice to me, i will nice to him or her but please i don't want to be so damn meant or grumpier like grumpy the seven dwarf. I hate when i'm angry....event my gf say that my face not handsome when i'm grumpy....(hehehehe perasaan lebih).....

Jgn smpi aku sauk ko pkai benda alah nie kang...ahahahaha

  So to me i don't care if ur are the richest family or the poorest family....i don't care as long i happy to be a friend, but don't use me for an excuse or some bullshit work that u can't settle own your own....just bullshit....but today i'm happy that my friend always make me laugh a lot if i when back to my hometown....every night just hang around in mamak stall or in warung...ngeteh untill my sister sms me 'ko x reti nk blek ke?" (ahahaha that the que). Just laugh teasing each other but the lot of teasing is me....sometimes my friend simply teasing my act or my speach or etc their love sometimes cry with tears...ahahahahaha event i also laugh with tear in my eye.....hahahaha damn can't wait!!!!....

But today....i feel kind a mad to myself....why so damn $&%(*& with those u say my friend "che mat" just say hi to the 3 idots who call them self so damn perfect in life n grades...oohh please......kiss my ass la....come on la i know ur pointer is better then us so why not to be friendly share our the knowledge...don't say such sucking word with u guys the all mighty one in our faculty.....FCUK la wei!!!.....i tell u this...what come around go around....today u all mighty supreme overload but one day u will crush like a servant....

i don't get it....last semester that bitch group with my gf and my friends the last minutes that bitch stab their back with last minute call n told them "aku bkn dgn group ko lg"......if all of you in my gf n my friend shoes...what the respond when u get if some say like that??....like u wanna to kill that bicth right???....hahahaha but it's again the law so u can get jail for the rest of your life....some say that gurl had apologize to my gf...don't know i heard rumors only....but come on la we one batch in our faculty....xkan tegur sket ko xnk layan plak hadoiyai....manusia ape ko nie hah ko pikir ko da dapat dekan ko nak belagak...gi mampos la dgn dekan ko....(sorry to emotional...huhuhuh =.=)

Today i just wanna to express my feeling only....just be nicer to your friend and please...please!!!! don't make enemy with friends....i doesn't matter what colour the skin, the culture, their religion...just respect each other and be yourself....don't use or friend for simple solution to make u popular or to introduce to someone u like or adore...just honesty n respect....and the giveback will also be honest and respect.....

Well this is my 3rd post in my blog....hopefully xeddiox will wrote another story this 2011.....so peace n may Allah bless you all.....

kawan ibarat mcm belon.....ahahaha mmg btol pun....

The Happiest Life of Xeddiox

The happiest a person in his or her life is falling in LOVE with the person that u mostly admire or had felling or bla..bla...bla....(to many to type). Love is the emotion of a strong affect ion and personal attachment. Some say is their happiest memory of their life when a person find some u who understand u, know your background, what your like and dislike and your family. However, some say love is to annoying, wasting time, not important, "euuuwwww bercinta?? sorry la bro x maen cinta2 nie" that what i heard from some of my old-old-old friends of mine ( i don't know where he is right now).

Someone who say that love not important is totally wrong.The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure ("I loved that meal") to intense interpersonal attraction ("I love my wife"). "Love" can also refer specifically to the passionate desire and intimacy of romantic love, to the sexual love of eros (cf. Greek words for love), to the emotional closeness of familial love, or to the platonic love that defines friendship, to the profound oneness or devotion of religious love. This diversity of uses and meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states (all the meaning can find on the net just google it hehehehe

introduction of xeddiox......

Born on 4th June 1986 and the place of birth is call Beluran Hospital (this year i don't know the Hospital is there or not)at what time that i don't know. When i came out from my mother whom my dad wanna give my name 'Faiz' but he changed his mind with the advice from his friend he gave "Mohamad Hafiz Bin Mohamad Nor" for his 1st son. That year is when my mom n my dad posting as teacher on country who call "The land below the wind" (p.s : i try to upload my baby picture....^^). I'm the second and the only son in the family from 3 siblings. 1st is my big sis T ha who already married to MD Fairuz(i think he has a blog) and my lil sis who going to take SPM paper this year.

After 4 month at Beluran we flied back to Johor. Before that my dad had to see his in-laws parents at Labuan. Oh forget to mention my dad n my mom. My dad Mohamad Nor Bin Hj. Sahari a teacher born at Batu Pahat, Johor while my mom Bibi Faezah Ker Binti Abdullah also a teacher born Wilayah Persekutuan of Labuan. Actually my mom is a chinese convert to islam of because the love of my dad her love to Islam, i think love at first site( i think la...) so don't be surprise if u see me face to face coz my face totally like a chinese boy. Although my mom is chinese who can speak hock kian language but one single word of hock kian word i even know. Even jawa language i can really speak (poor me) =(...

After that i grew up in Kluang, Johor (the place i call "home sweet home"). All my bad n sweet memory through out the years at that place. My kindergarten memory(i forgot what my kindergarten place name but i remember at Convent High School), primary school memory with Sekolah Rendah Kebangsaan Tunku Mahmood (1), the memory of my six years of high school with SMK Jalan Batu Pahat but that school had change it name to SMK Tun Hussien Onn. That school now is the center school for sport of Johor and also that school my dad and my mom teach.

After my STPM i continue my study at University International Technology COSMOPOINT, Muar branch in Diploma in Computer Graphic. Hahahahaha damn so many sweet and also bad memory at that time, love and etc ( to many mayb i will tell that story another time). After graduate (hehehehe so relief at that time) got a job at KL as DTP Artis (Desktop Publisher Artis) at Ampang Press Sdn. Berhad for 1 year. Like to gain experience how difficult to make your own money. Then the bad news came the Head of the company want to close permanently. On that time i don't have any clue how to find another job so my family ask me to continue Degree. Guess what i done it. This year on 2010 i continue my study in art education at University Pendidikan Sultan Indris (UPSI). So this is the beginning of my new life as student and the year come after finish my Degree hopefully a new life of becoming an Art Teacher....^^

to my followers i hope my journey of becoming an educator and i will share the sweet and not to sweet memory in my blog...